Reflection 5

Little by little I learned a lesson from watching the movie "The Dark Ages", it was quite not good to look at because it was really a horror and terrible actions or scene. Some of my classmates could not stand to watch it, they tried to hide themselves behind their 5 or 10 fingers. But for me, although it was really not good but I have to watch every single actions because it helps me feel and fight for my fear. There are two things that I have learned from watching the movie, first is about the brutality of the Crusaders, because all I thought Crusade means is a group of people that would go to different places to spread out the gospel, but I was totally wrong and I was very surprise how the crusades had gone wrong. Second, I learned that it was not God's plan to take or kill all His people away, He still had preserve His people and His word, how amazing God is.

As I have come to evaluate my own self and my life from the pass 'til now, I can see that I was once a rebel, but it was all against from God's plan of course. But now, I saw how God had worked in my life, how He had preserve mew to be in this stage right now, and how I grew up so fast and how I grew up in His love. Maybe, there's no much to change because God had change me a lot, and a lot of people who knew my life before could even see how I change and the big changes that God made me. I am very blessed to be changed by God, although it was also my choice but I also believe that He made the biggest part of my decision in life. 

The things that I need to do is to continue what God had given me, and to continue to do the work that God gave, and always take good care of my self, and be the good model like Jesus.